ILY Video (MV)

Yeah
This ain't how shit suppossed to be with us, and I regret it
I let weapons form against me prosper, I shouldn't have let it
I don't know if I did so much wrong that God wanna see me perish
I don't know if it's these pills or not but I'm still in my feelings
You my dawg and I still love you, if you love me, I'll fix it
It was lit when I was livin' fast, but I know what come with it
It be killin' me, 'cause they've been tryna tell me, I ain't listen
I was livin' day-to-day so I couldn't see the bigger picture, yeah

I'ma get these demons off
Just give me time to get back right before I f*ck this up
Shit, I won't say that I can't say, 'cause if I do I'm done
But if you know you know, I feel my past creepin' up
But I ain't shook 'cause it's my fault

Please, God
Please just let me fix this for the last time, yeah
I realize they don't wanna see me win, Lord, yeah
I realize they don't wanna see a star shine (star shine, star shine, star shine)

Yeah
Only thing gon' make this better, is talkin' to my daddy
He the only one that knew shit, but I can't tell nobody
I wish I could tell my Mama, what's goin' on inside
'Cause my mental f*cked up and I feel like I lost my mind

Please, God
Please just let me fix this for the last time, yeah
I realize they don't wanna see me win, Lord, yeah
I realize they don't wanna see a star shine (star shine, star shine, star shine)
(A star shine)

Yeah
This ain't how shit suppossed to be with us, and I regret it
I let weapons form against me prosper, I shouldn't have let it
I don't know if I did so much wrong that God wanna see me perish
I don't know if it's these pills or not but I'm still in my feelings
You my dawg and I still love you, if you still love me, I'll fix it
It was lit when I was livin' fast, but I know what come with it
It be killin' me, 'cause they've been tryna tell me, I ain't listen
I was livin' day-to-day so I couldn't see the bigger picture, yeah

All you ever get is love
But I feel like my exes give you hatred in return
I never show remorse, but what I did was young and dumb
That energy don't never lie, we both know it wouldn't
I can feel this in my stomach
And my mind been racin' lately, uh
I need some protection from my Lord and savior, uh
I know I f*cked up but I'm your daughter favorite
If this what come with rap, I wish I never made it
(Never made it)