S.A.D. Video (MV)

I tell everybody that I'm doin just fine
Little do they know I be losing my mind
I tell everybody that I'm doin okay
Little do they know I just wanted you to stay
I'm so sad, I'm depressed
Feeling like my life's a mess
Sick of living check to check
When I break my f*ckin neck
I'm so sad, I'm depressed
Feeling like my life's a mess
Sick of living check to check
When I break my f*ckin neck

You tell me that I'm crazy
That's what you're saying as of lately
But girl I know you're crazy
Please tell me can you save me?
Like why you always doin this?
Like why you got to ruin this?
I know I did some stupid shit
Only want this life if you in it

I tell everybody that I'm doin just fine
Little do they know I be losing my mind
I tell everybody that I'm doin okay
Little do they know I just wanted you to stay
I'm so sad, I'm depressed
Feeling like my life's a mess
Sick of living check to check
When I break my f*ckin neck
I'm so sad, I'm depressed
Feeling like my life's a mess
Sick of living check to check
When I break my f*ckin neck

I'm staring at this drink like can it take away the stress?
But you're the reason why I'm always feeling so depressed
I'm staring at this drink like can it take away the pain?
But you're the reason why I'm always actin insane
I'm switching up my lanes
You treat this like a game
You shitted on my name
And I throw you the blame
I needed to be saved
But you dug up my grave
To you I am a slave
To you I am a slave

I tell everybody that I'm doin just fine
Little do they know I be losing my mind
I tell everybody that I'm doin okay
Little do they know I just wanted you to stay
I'm so sad, I'm depressed
Feeling like my life's a mess
Sick of living check to check
When I break my f*ckin neck
I'm so sad, I'm depressed
Feeling like my life's a mess
Sick of living check to check
When I break my f*ckin neck