Heaven Video (MV)

I'm just a shy guy who's too scared to be shy
I got a bunch of rules but they do not apply
It's hard to follow patterns when you lose track of time
And the world revolves on a strict 9 to 5
Tried to engineer my own heaven you can tell
I'm not an engineer so it kinda looks more like hell
It's hard when you got thoughts but not sure you have space
You must at least appreciate what I've done with the place
Say something say something
No we don't belong in heaven
No we're gonna live forever
If the world is to be drawn within the lines
Could you ever understand my own design?
No I don't belong in heaven
My world runs on a special routine
Everyone's is different and I'm stuck in between
I have a whole collection of wishes to sell
I threw one in the sink cause I ran out of wells
There's something about me
That makes me exactly
So unequivocally me
And that is you see
I cannot guarantee
What version of me I will be
The one that is smiling
The one that is hiding
Behind the smile you see?
There's so many versions
That a single person
To know me would need a degree
No we don't belong in heaven
No we're gonna live forever
If the world is to be drawn within the lines
Could you ever understand my own design?
No I don't belong in heaven
And I don't recall being here before
And I don't think that in my head I'm ever the same
I feel like drifting away
Take off from JFK
And the flight is delayed
I wish you didn't join us
Oh my friend paranoia
No we don't belong in heaven
No we're gonna live forever
If the world is to be drawn within the lines
Could you ever understand my own design?
No I don't belong in heaven