Lights burn out and the doors close
An obscene embrace comes close
A feeling unknown but soon to be familiar
Anxiety subdued with a whisper
The first time is always unforgettable
But it shouldn't be remembered
Not like this not with her
I succumbed to the pressure
What can you do when you feel like this
Give in
What do I say to explain this
Im Broken
How do you get back stolen happiness
Deny it
How do you know if it Is worth it
Don't test it
Every night fall asleep with family
And wake up to a house full of strangers
Dreading the hour when all falls silent
But looking forward to the excitement
How can a young kid know any
Better saying no may upset her
Cold wind hitting our bare flesh
Kisses collapsing onto my chest
What can you do when you feel like this
Give in
What do I say to explain this
Im Broken
How do you get back stolen happiness
Deny it
How do you know if it is worth it
Don't test it
Defiled
Betrayed
Desecrate
Profane
Debase
Violate
Degrade
Disgrace