I don't trust the visions that I'm seeing
These voices in my head I feel it
Dark thoughts around me don't believe it
Smoking til my eyes start bleeding
Kill my competition
With no repetition
It's so damn efficient
When you know how get in
Inside of their head
Let's not pretend
That we won't end
So if I go right why do they go left
Man I'm just playin
Don't trust what I'm sayin
So what's the message I'm portraying?
I don't know, I'm in the streetlight praying
To love i used to be inclined
To find my heart but now it's defined
That I don't care but let's remind
These kids who'll let us bind
Back to a state of bliss
Nostalgia let us reminisce
To the dark of our minds the abyss
End this all on our foreheads a kiss
Boy I'm unstoppable
Pull me out the rubble
It's not impossible
To find happiness it's audible
To a higher mental state than yours
Substances leave you obscure
Find yourself the one who endures
All the pain let's you ensure
Leave you down in a facade
Don't expect much I'm a man not a god
I don't even put trust in my own squad
They probably the ones who'll leave my body drop
Do you only talk to her because it's pleasurable
Once she finds out it'll be irreparable
Maybe it's preferable
If you move different so she won't be questionable
Do you feel anything? I don't know
Pull your cards out then I'll show
I'm not in this game for the dough
But I'll be blessed to sing another show
Damn that's a confusing mentality
That'll be untouched like spirituality
That's the sad fact of our reality
That life moves on irrationally
Money and women are my own exception
From what I skip because deception
Bro keep your stuff away I'm in my own section
Talking funny from everydays injections
Right in your veins
See what remains
Held down by chains
Life ain't all ballmains
I'm drunk on the highway in a stolen car
I don't even remember having that scar
Dance in the night then we'll spar
Skipping from bar to bar
Does love mean anything
Than to have weight carrying
Two people varying
Screaming possible it's hennything
They always tell me I'm gifted
Then why do I feel low instead of lifted
Please don't get it twisted
My own success I predicted
But I'm saying this shit from heart to soul
My existence I'm the one who control
The outcome, making sense is the goal
Life is more than a fifty dollar bankroll
I've been feeling strangely lately
I'm tryna say this shit humanely
I don't remember you even faintly
But this money won't ever change me
Got olderheads instructing me
How to spit flows so disgustingly
This game doesn't have love only lust I see
I'll make everything good just put your trust in me