What's Wrong With Me? Video (MV)

My friends are out having a good time without me
Behind my back I know they're talking about me
They're asking why it takes me so much time
To build up strength to get over my mind
Something there is pushing my body away
From the good time I'd be having if I went out to play
What's wrong with me? I hate how I'm so dull
Eating through the friendly piece of my skull

Screams ring through my head cuz I'm a coward
Walk into a funhouse and my mood's soured
Sitting 'gainst the wall with my ass on the floor
Didn't know I wanted to leave till I came through the door
Waiting for the herd to thin but they keep coming
Could be having as much fun as my thoughts which are running
What's wrong with me? This feeling's never occurred
I'm shocked but 'shock' to me is just another ock-word

Like the sun is going down
My reality's set in
Self-doubt is proudly gouging at me
Leading to a dead end
Questions arise, getting a rise
Out of my XL skin
School of bad thoughts, I'm ready to expel them
Oh yeah

What's wrong with me? I'm unlike the usual
Versus my brain, the feeling ain't mutual
What's wrong with me? I'm a f*cking weirdo
Why the hell am I so f*cking weird, OH