lojtm Video (MV)

I'm sick of all the emotion, the pressure getting to me

My minutes following motion, I still don't get the new me

I'm sitting front and center, eyes around the room, they on me

And still I wonder what I'll say, what is it they want from me

Just try to wake up
Another day I cover up my face with all the makeup
They wonder what is running through my mind, find shit to make up
Got corners of my mind I never want the world to take up

Yeah take my pain, take my work and try to ridicule me
I ain't the same, ain't what I was with letting people fool me
You know the name ain't gotta say it but I will it's rooski
Won't let it down, I got my ways and I don't need to prove it
Leave, or join the movement

Yeah I said leave, or join the movement, oh no

Leave, or join the

I've always been the one to say I've got my brothers' back
Stressing about just trying to entertain and still make people mad
Remember working in a basement, laugh when looking back
To think I still sit in my place and think all this shit whack

Yeah its been hard enough
Take it day by day but they see me say "He ain't far enough"
Break down in the rain and kick my car 'cause it ain't starting up
Mad because my girl mad cuz I'm mad ain't that bizarre or what, it's cuz i keep it bottled up, don't f*cking know why

Sometimes I look back on my crazy dreams
Think of things, remember what i used to be
Remember that I fought through all the things that were abusing me, and still ain't end up losing me, yeah she still end up chosing me, it's all going well
I guess it's all going well