Autumn Video (MV)

Only feel alive when it's autumn
Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah
Know they'll never get away once you got em, yeah
And all you'll ever hear me say is that the love we have
Doesn't last, doesn't last
When everybody, everybody just doing what they wanna

Only feel alive when it's autumn
Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah
Know they'll never get away once you've got em, yeah
And all you'll ever hear me say is that the love we have
Doesn't last, doesn't last
When everybody, everybody just, just, just

Tell me summer lies like you love me
How you never put no one above me
Baby wanna party like Cardi
Fingernails down my body
Making me smile like Cudi
Save me from it
Hands all over my Melanie at her Lollapalooza
On the way to the Kailee Morgue, locking eyes with Medusa
Every minute I'm with you, no f*cking clue
How you got me unglued, feeling like a two looking at a ten
Holding my breath
I'm never zen, I'm never zen
F*ck all these trends, don't wanna see em again
Finger tracing on your waistline
Mobbin Odd Future while erasing down the coastline
Save me from it
Tripping out off of the space bars
Cause I know you still feel the same
Back and forth, like a race car
Yeah, they gave us all the same scars
Still looking up at all the same stars like, yeah

How could you do this to me?
Knowing you meant everything
And now somehow you've become someone
You swore you would never be
While I'm waking up, I'm waking up
To sights I just can't stand to see again

And I only feel alive when it's autumn
Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah
Know they'll never get away once you got em, yeah
And all you'll ever hear me say
Is that the love we have
Doesn't last, doesn't last
When everybody, everybody
Just doing what they wanna

Only feel alive when it's autumn
Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah
Know they'll never get away once you've got em, yeah
And all you'll ever hear me say
Is that the love we have
Doesn't last, doesn't last
When everybody, everybody
Just, just, just

Cause you're something unforgettable
Feel the fever rising up
Try to neurolize me with you eyes
And hypnotize me love
Glowing like Halsey, waking up the devil in me
Til it's everything I see
Watching while you level on me
Bee for the honey every time I go and wreck her
Got in in a needle like you drop it on a record
Took a couple turns
Maybe some were for the worst
And the powder on her nose
Got her lighter than a feather
Mind switching with the weather
Swore you'd never leave
While I watched you grow so distant
Something in you changed
And I guess I must have missed it
Quit holding on til May
Rehearsing every single word you say, you said
Save me from it
Tried to reach you through the glass box
But my fingers ain't made to fit through
And break into these ghost locks
Feel it rising in my throat
Suffocating every note
Tried to keep you from going
I knew you shouldn't be alone

How could you do this to me?
Knowing you meant everything
And now somehow you've become someone
You swore you would never be
While I'm waking up, I'm waking up
To sights I just can't stand to see again

And I only feel alive when it's autumn
Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah
Know they'll never get away once you got em, yeah
And all you'll ever hear me say
Is that the love we have
Doesn't last, doesn't last
When everybody, everybody
Just doing what they wanna

Only feel alive when it's autumn
Loving on me while you hold me at the bottom, yeah
Know they'll never get away once you've got em, yeah
And all you'll ever hear me say
Is that the love we have
Doesn't last, doesn't last
When everybody, everybody's
Just, just, just

I hope I make it back
I hope, I hope I make it back home