Roses!hands! - Ana Lyrics

Remember when you said
You'd be with me until I was buried dead
Till I was six feet in the dirt
I'd have to put you first
Remember the bad advice
Every day was a roll of the dice
Eat less and less and less
You turned my life to a mess
But I'm tired
I grew so tired
Almost got me fired
With that stint you pulled
Where I ended up in the hospital
When can I be free from this altered state of reality
Where 120 was too much and I need to look like such and such
Your lips are cold as they suck my life away
Wonder how many calories you'll let me have today
And I can't stop counting how many pounds I lose
But as I kept on going I fell deeper in the blues
I just wanna be free
Free from you
Free from you
Free from you
I can see you tryna creep back into my life
Don't want you here, don't have the time
To handle your shit and all your lies
Can't believe how many times you made me cry
Like when I looked in the mirror
And couldn't recognize the body beyond my eyes
"Come on be skinny" that's what you said
Didn't realize I was walking toward my death
"Don't you want fangirls" you taunted me
Yeah but I'd rather live to see my next CD
Your lips are cold as they suck my life away
Wonder how many calories you'll let me have today
And I can't stop counting how many pounds I lose
But as I kept on going I fell deeper in the blues
I just wanna be free
Free from you
Free from you
Free from you