Roses!hands! - Pillow Lyrics

I'm so in my bag right now dude
I'm like feelin things and I don't wanna
Left me alone with no one there
Put my eggs in one basket, wasn't prepared
Saved me from myself when I was at my low
Said you'd never be the one to go
But now I'm getting f*cked up every single night
Every time we talk it ends in a fight
My head was on your shoulders, now it's too loud
Got me so high, I'm the king of the clouds
Neither of us are movin on like you say we should
But I'm in too deep not sure I ever could
Tired of being so attached to you
But happiness is scattered far and few
I still gotta hold a pillow when I go to sleep
It makes me hope one day you'll come back to me
Sometimes I like to spray it with your cologne
It helps me feel a little less alone
I ain't happy, trust me I'm sad
But lately I ain't doin too bad
Trying to improve become a better me
Hope that's something you can see
You were my blue madonna for so long
The subject of every single song
Wanna be with you and just dance
Put it behind us forget the "can't"s
No matter how far I get I'll always be back
Like Ariana said in her eighth track
Every time I go back to you
Aw man, add that song to my queue
Miss hearing your voice and laugh
It's like I'm walkin around without my better half
I know you feel the same when you said you feel homeless
Us together you're starting to miss
I still gotta hold a pillow when I go to sleep
It makes me hope one day you'll come back to me
Sometimes I like to spray it with your cologne
It helps me feel a little less alone
Hey just wanted to call, leave a message um
I miss you a lot
It's crazy to think how far we've come and everything
And now we're here
And I love you
Um
Call me when you get this
Bye
I still gotta hold a pillow when I go to sleep
It makes me hope one day you'll come back to me
Sometimes I like to spray it with your cologne
It helps me feel a little less alone