I'm in the time of my life
And I can't get
Out of bed
And I can't tell if it's all real
Or if it's all in my head
And a divine intervention
Couldn't fix me
And the love of my life wouldn't miss Me
I tried to reach out to heaven
But they just left me on read
And I just can't keep on
Living like this
Going through the motions
And I just can't keep
On putting on a show
And acting like
It's the same as it always was
Was
Was
It's the same as it always was
And I've got nothing left
I could have the time of my life
Spent in bars and paying taxi fares
And I could drink until I'm numb
Spend my money all night long
Just hoping that somebody cares
And there's a voice in my head and I Feel it my heart
My heart
There's a road I've got to take and it Knows the place to start
To start
I've done a million things that I Shouldn't have done
It's like playing Russian roulette with A loaded gun
Its gonna take some time but I'll get Out of this rut
And I just can't keep on
Living like this
Going through the motions
And I just can't keep on
Putting on a show
And acting like
It's the same as it always was
Was
Was
It's the same as it always was
Was
Was
And I just can't keep on
Putting on a show
And acting like it's
The same as it always was
And I've got nothing left