heartbroken Video (MV)

Yeah I'm tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve
Cause I just went out again and got hurt
I thought we'd be together forever until we were in the dirt
You came in fast, like a lightning bolt
I never thought you'd get me to fall for you and then bolt
I still remember them nights with my hand around your throat
Then you changed, slowly distancing yourself
And I hoped
That we'd get through it
Until that one night you told me that you just can't do it
My love for you was real and I just wanted to prove it
But you're still hurting from the past, and you're trying not to lose it
I get it girl
I wish I could pick up the pieces to your heart and put them back together
Heal you with my touch and say we're always going to be together
It sucks cause to me we had a real bond
No trauma bond, but something real
I saw us going to infinity and beyond
But now I don't even know how to respond
You say we're good friends now
And I don't know how to accept that
Cause I want you next to me more than anything and I hope you get that
Yeah, look
I miss you so much
But I know I can't say it
I'm trying to hide all of my feeling for you girl and I hate it
It's all for you though cause I want you to make it
And really heal and be happy so I guess for now I just got to fake it
You showed me what life could be like with you and now I can't un-see it
It felt like the end was coming I just didn't want to believe it
You started replying with shorter texts
I was missing you physically it was more than sex
It was just being with you
And you were thinking about your ex
Meanwhile I'm thinking about our future
So I'm sorry for not realizing how much pain you were in sooner
I thought we had perfect timing but I wish I would've met you a lot sooner
I know you want to go through this alone
But I wish I could come
Cause I know how much we could've grown
Damn and now you no longer hitting my phone
I want to reach out, but I know you'd rather be alone
So I guess I'm going to let you go
I just wish you would say don't
You're so beautiful
I just want to say sorry for not making you feel more loved
I know you're in pain
I should've squeezed harder when we hugged
Maybe even if I did, it wouldn't of been enough
Cause you're still hurt from the way your last love
Left you feeling unworthy and in the mud
So you feel like you'll never be enough
Cause you got battle scars
But to me you shine brighter than all the stars
I just wish you would've let me in
Cause I would've took care of ours
I had no back up plan
It was just supposed to be you and me
It felt so right when you were next to me
I felt so at home
So yeah it's going to be hard to let go of my Destiny
But I'm going to try
Cause they say if you love someone set them free
Maybe you'll come back to me
You know where I'll be
I know how it may seem, but I'm not mad at you
Yeah I may be upset but that's only cause I really care for you
And I wish I could've done more
You think you got to go through war alone
But you don't
If you need me just hit my phone