Absent Video (MV)

Absent from here
Lately, I've been so Absent from here
Everything just feel so different to me
Lately I've been so absent from here
Can't you see I've been so distant from here (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Everything just feel so different to me (Don't take me away, no, no...)
That's why I kept my distance from you (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Lately, I've been so absent from here
Everything just feel so
'Tryna find my way back up, I think fell down
Maybe it was just my luck, but I'm here now
Crazy how they build you up, and then they tear you down
Got all these people cracking jokes 'bout who they think I am
After a while, you start to believe that shit
But the way I bounce back, they gone feel this shit
They don't see what I go through just to get the bigger picture
What you see is all cropped, man, I post the smaller picture
You see how you could edit life?
It still effects you
Gotta take a step back, see shit from the rear view
If you died today, would they care for you?
If you woke up in a bunker, would they rescue you?
Or would they flee the scene, like a refugee?
They ain't shit they ain't nothing they declare to be
They all liars, frauds, call the Deputy
I hid this pain behind bars, I hope you're listening
Yo
I can't even cry no more I feel absent
Ni**a put his life on pause, I feel absent
Can't even focus anymore, I feel absent
Try to explain my pain I endure, they think I'm acting
Shit sad, had me lacking in my passions
Pat myself on the back, could've been tragic
Every time I close my eyes I think of magical ways to get out of here
I miss the old days
Feeling untethered, like I'm floating away
Man, they took my grandma, do you except me to stay?
But I gotta stay strong for my momma bear
And little Caden too, he could smell the fear
Feel so empty inside like, why am I here?
Fulfilling my own dreams, 'cause thats what it seems
And push my pen so I could push the beam
Another day another death, what's happening?
Yo
I can't even cry no more I feel absent (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Ni**a put his life on pause, I feel absent
Can't even focus anymore, I feel absent (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Explain my pain I endure, they think I'm acting
Shit sad, had me lacking in my passions
Pat myself on the back, could've been tragic
Every time I close my eyes I think of magical ways to get out of here
I miss the old days
Absent from here
Lately, I been so Absent from here (Yeah, yeah...)
Everything just feel so different to me (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Lately I've been so absent from here (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Everything just feel so
F*ck wrong with me, 'cause I know this ain't me
Hiding this depression 'cause I know it can't be
Ain't no point in venting 'cause nobody listens
Yes I am an actor, but I don't like this scene
I might change my number, do a little ghosting
Feeling like I'm Casper, cannot see emotions
No you can't approach me, I'm tired of devoting
But the show must go on, no need for a fiasco
Absent from here
Lately, I've been so Absent from here (Yeah)
Everything just feel so different to me (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Lately I've been so absent from here (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Can't you see I've been so distant from here (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Everything just feel so different to me (Don't take me away, no, no...)
That's why I kept my distance from you (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Lately, I been so absent from here (Don't take me away, no, no...)
Everything just feel so