Hmm
I don't wanna be depressed, no more
All this stress that's in my head gotta close that door
I don't wanna miss him, he's just a whore
I don't wanna miss him
I was so depressed in my head
Always stressed
It's a mess
Wanted to be the best
All this stress, lost some weight
Now it's grey
I'm a mess (wreck) I'm a
Train wreck
Wanna be skinnier, prettier
Fit in with the mold, with the curve
What the f*ck do I deserve?
Wanna take over the world
Wanna be your baby girl
But I ain't
Even feminine
I'm in my masculine energy
Trying to take the pain away from me
I protect myself so that I don't let the demons in
The demon being him
Protect myself so that I don't let the demons in
The demon being him
It used to be me and him
Me and Him
Me and Him
Now I can't let the demons in
Demons in
The demon being him
I protect myself from the mirror that I shattered
Cause the glass is sharp and my blood almost splattered (might just splatter)
And I wanna know, if I even really matter
Cause it's tragic how my hips never get any fatter, but?
But I still want someone to hold them
Hold them
I still want someone to tell me it'll be okay
I don't have no one to hold me
Hold me
I don't have nobody
To take this pain away
Stay another day
I'm trying to heal this pain