I called in the middle the night
Cause I can't sleep right
I'm too paranoid
I hate that I can't get it right
I tried all my life
I can't fill the void
These thoughts take control of my head
F*ck love, I've been left for dead
I get wasted again and again
Can't trust no one in the end
Take me as I am
I'm f*cked up I can't pretend
That I'll never fall in love again
I gotta keep the upper hand
No more second chances
I'm toxic, but not romantic
I'll never fall in love again
I gotta keep the upper hand
I'm throwing these stones at a glass house
I stand by the edge I might crash out
Cause god only knows what I've done
I can't be the only one
The price that you paid for my love
Came with tears, you've already known
Take me as I am
I'm f*cked up I can't pretend
That I'll never fall in love again
I gotta keep the upper hand
No more second chances
I'm toxic, but not romantic
I'll never fall in love again
I gotta keep the upper hand