Rue Major - Outside Lyrics

I see the world through these four lenses
Living in the world where everything is so tempting
It's the chase for all the finer things
But when it all falls, it's such a tragic scene
Preying on the days that I fall short
When times get hard, I just lean on the Lord
You live by the sword, you die by the sword
What's the allure, a casualty at war
Another life is torn, mourned
I've been through the ups and went through all the downs
It's many rivers I've swim and there's some I drowned
It's the simple life lessons that are profound
Maneuvering through the crowd,
Trying to figure out where the hell we went wrong
How we live on, I feel like I don't belong
Will I have what it takes, will stay past the baton
And if I stay, will they smart enough to catch on
I've seen the most
Too many got in their own way
They fell short,
They resort to people who slit throats
That chick yours, her main goes to flourish to get chose
You know what you here for?
Your partner didn't break but he bent so
They have everything, from the name to the rental
Look, if you seeing what I was seeing
Certain situations can change what you believe in
The webs niggas be weaving, they was bound to drown
Reality never said it to the gavel of sound
Now you're all alone without a number to dial
It's an unexplainable pain, it's like losing a child
Conscience weighing heavy thoughts, running for miles
With no options left, you're just throwing the towel
This dream was never meant for us
Instead of giving what was owed, they just gave enough
Until we all chained to cuffs
Cause the evil that was done can make the devil blush
Get off the gram nigga, heal with us
I'm tired of debating, time to deal with us
Till I'm gone, I ain't giving up
Till the job is done