[ Featuring lilith ]
Hoping to grow old enough
To be able reminisce bout them old days
Hoping to grow old enough
To be able reminisce bout them old days
Drown me in applause
Maybe that'll make me think less
I can buy my worth a watch a new necklace
She got some nice curves maybe that'll make high more
Battling reality that's probably why I lie for
Asking me when we'll work it out
Said pretty soon but I'm afraid she heard the doubt
In my voice it's complicated but I'm a simple man
Wrapped up in the likes and views on my Instagram
Still that same sarcastic kid just a little wiser
Little more poise can't dunk but I dribble higher
Dad gifting me his 20 year old bike with no new tires
Hoping to grow old enough
To be able reminisce bout them old days
Hoping to grow old enough
To be able reminisce bout them old days
Any kind words?
Yea umm Matthew's-'s is see this - see me today now or - bye Matthew bye
Okay bye
Since flip phones and Motorolas
Tv's with fat backs and toy locomotives
Around our tree in winters colder moments
VHS tapes of Nickelodeon shows and DVR's louder than the actual episode is
Dialup internet that can drown out explosives
Dreams seem more vivid back then
Imagery of the future is fuzzier as I'm closer
Uglier as I'm older summer's a lot quicker and winter's a lot colder
Harder to stay sober
Maybe the game over
Maybe it ain't started
Maybe the devil playing with me and God can take bargains
Slow down the days and their pace it's all harder
Yesterday feels like today and like tomorrow
On borrowed time if I could buy it I would be calmer
Since Eduprize charter I've been stressing
