[ Featuring lilith ]
God fearing but god willing
Need my crib and whip to have bird ceilings
To talk to the sky when I'm failing
God ain't ever snitch but time telling
Tension in the house, gotta love family time
Eleven Eleven my only grandma died
Twelfth at twelve my best friend flew high
Thirteen days I stopped answering my line
Fourteen times my mom tried to get response
Fifteen minutes I been racing in my mind
Write sixteen lines to understand why
Seventeen times tried having faith in God
Took Eighteen years to feel finally alive
Nineteen ways we break up a trauma bond
We don't have no roles, but for you I'll play the part
This is not a race but I'll go when you say start
You ask me whats up I'll tell you whats going down
Chain me to the core, my feet never leave the ground
God fearing but god willing
Need my crib and whip to have bird ceilings
To talk to the sky when I'm failing
God ain't ever snitch but time telling
