Ruined - On My Own Lyrics

I've been having a hard time opening up about myself and all of my thoughts
I never know the right words to say
And never know if I should leave or stay
Just let me be all on my own
I need to overthink every single thing that I've done wrong
It's hard to tell who really wants to know
From the ones who do it just for show
Sometimes I think I'm getting there
Only to realize that no one ever truly cares
Just let me be all on my own
I need to overthink every single thing that I've done wrong
Don't let me see the thing I've become
No need to let me know of all the things that I'm still doing wrong
All the things I'm doing wrong
I know it's all just in my head
But the pages have been read
Let me take away
All of your pain
So I can feel useful again
Don't let me be all on my own
I hate to be the one who's pulling myself down
Don't let me be all on my own
Let me take your pain and make me feel useful once again