O.D. Video (MV)

I just don't know what I'm supposed to be
I tried being a writer but
I hate what I write
Honestly would you even call for me
O.D. sitting in the backseat
Light streak everything's so blurry
I'm sweating can feel my soul fading
I'm coughing I'm failing to pay attention
Don't know what's the difference
Crashing out tonight
Don't know what to do then
Try it once or twice
Don't know what to feel out
Should I live or die
Tell me what's the difference
Is it wrong or right
Never wanna fix it
Always wondering why
Did you wanna cry out
Cry in arms tonight
Or do you wanna fall out
Just say goodbye
Cause I cant seem to make up my mind
Cause I cant seem to find your side
Is there hope in your eyes
Cause we're running out of time
But you'll always reside
All the way in my mind
So f*cked up on the sidewalk
You're in my brain and my heart
I'll spill it out all to you
And I wanted to say
That I'm what you need
What more you crave
What more do you need