lapse in judgement (i'll be better) Video (MV)

You met their eyes
Are they still on your mind at all
And me, I've moved on
But I am not guiltless at all in this

Hypocrite I am
But I will try to be better

I heard you then
It hurt, but I understand
But if I could accept
That I think I've been on both ends

I wish it always was me
This is only insecurity

A lapse in judgement, you were
Just like they were to them
Can I feel peace and love or
Will I ever see an end

Isn't it strange how I operate
I feel the same sorrows I inflict
Insecurity, inadequacy
A situationship

She had ways into inflicting pain
Without any love, I feel only shame
And to think that you felt the same
It sickens me

I heard you then
It hurt but I understand
Am I fine to move on
Can the past be behind us

I'm so f*cking scared
Can I hold your hand

A lapse in judgement, you were
I don't want this to end
Will I finally succumb to fear
I don't want to be alone again