Ruthl3ss - D3mons Lyrics

I'm ready for war, like my face painted
And I can't take anymore, I gave enough patience
And since I came through the door, the darkness brought in that distortion
But one thing that I know for sure is
We've all got our demons, but mine are the meanest
They won't let me get too close, to the ones I need the most
They're angry violent, they show uninvited
So you better run away 'fore my demons come to play
Sick and savage, rough and ragged I've f*ckin had it mane
All these voices in my head I feel like I'm scatter brain
Unfamiliar faces; even ones I see every day
No I can't explain it so maybe I should jus' go hide away
Cuz violent rage is evolving to something permanent
Why you think on every single track that I have to murder it
The demons inside are bleeding out how I curb this shit
So if it wasn't for this music, the truth is, I'd lose it
This ruthless part of my soul; devils grip with no intentions of letting go
Feeling cold; my thoughts aren't my own
I'm tryna do my best to avoid all of these wicked intentions
But none of these mothaf*ckas wanna leave me alone till I'm triggered
Till I'm corrupted and rotten; lost and forgotten
Always got my back against the wall so I'm all out of options
Unless I just, give up and give in to the darkness
And why not? I'm living in hell regardless
We've all got our demons, but mine are the meanest
They won't ever let me get too close, to the ones I need the most
They're angry and violent, they show uninvited
So you better run away, 'fore my demons come to play
So step aside you don't know me
Strangers always tryna diagnose me
Treading the line of wrong and right too closely
All these entities tryna control me
And I can't escape this mind of mine, or all these demons inside
I seem to pay more than it cost
I always seem to always end up taking a loss
I'm just a slave to my thoughts, so to most I just seem crazy and off
So what the hell I look like playing the boss
Inhale this smoke till I cough, acting out and disobeying the law
Familiar with the Ten Commandments? Well I'm breaking em all
Said f*ck it like Trump did and built a wall; in the end it solved nothing
Been yelling out for help this whole time and no one answered my call
Well I guess that means something
We've all got out demons, but mine are the meanest
They won't let me get too close, to the ones I need the most
They're angry and violent, they show uninvited
So you better run away, 'fore my demons come to play
Feels so dark and so cold; so dark and alone
I just won't sell my soul, I won't let it go I know
Feels so dark and so cold; so dark and alone
I jus won't sell my soul, I won't let it go I know
We've all got our demons, but mine are the meanest
They won't let me get too close, to the ones I need the most
They're angry and violent, they show uninvited
So you better run away, 'fore my demons come to play