Rvnt - Bad Habits Lyrics

So dead inside my mind it feasts on me
I think it's safe to say
I'm not who I wanted to be
My conscience eats with my mind
It's slowly ticking with time
Simply tired I'll say I can't promise that
I'll make it out this time

I'm a slave to the end times
Thinking every little thing
Gonna simply pull me underneath
Just wishing to unwind
So the bottle is my numbing need
F*ck it if it's killing me

With no real way to feel
I can't heal
It's smothering
I'm screaming inside
Simple losing my mind
No Purpose
To call it my own

Destroying
Something's taken a hold of me
Still no one really seems to know
It's frustrating
So I'm selling myself
To the demons that invested in me
I've seen no hope
Embrace this low as
Life tightens its noose

To many times
You left me stuck here
Wondering why
You played the victim
But the story was all but a lie
Now I've done tried
I'm tired
There's no fight

In this time I've seen
All the things I don't need
Simply losing the patience within me
To sit and wonder why
There is no right goodbye
I'm slowly losing the war inside of me

With no real decisions to bring this to life
You made your grave now lie in it
With no more faith
You're just a f*cking waste
Your made up lies
Created my demise
In every move I make
You chose to run away
No love no hate
Now your the f*cking mistake

So dead inside now I'm left broken
I think it's safe to say
This f*cking changed me
My conscience lost in this war
With no way to restore
My pride left destroyed
Don't tell me to carry on