Ry2700 - LET DOWN MY GUARD (STRANGERS AGAIN) (feat. Pierce) Lyrics

And our life is back to normal,
I don't feel like crying when I drive
Even on the streets we used to ride down it doesn't feel right,
And now you sound so healthy, Dealing with the blinding heartbreak shit
Even though I'm finally done with it
I kinda wish
She a perfect ten in every sense
Relieved my stress when i was tense And you would vent id rub your head
And all the sex was so intense
You know i meant to give my best
You came and went, and now you with my friend
And all i see is red and i'll resent you til im dead
Pourin out this liquor bottle dying
Drownin in my sorrow will i see tomorrow
She done stole my soul it wasn't borrowed
Give it back or tragic action happens Passin out relapsin asthma attackin
Girl you joked about your love, but i ain't laughing
Overthinking i can't talk about this topic cause it's sore
I cant date without me thinkin bout my last ex girlfriend whore
Constant battles in my head, my thoughts in a f*ckin war
She broke my heart, and til this day my faith it still ain't been restored
Yea hasn't been restored, and there was nothing more
Your heart explored different places like it was on tour
How am i supposed to heal if you left me scarred
Telling me we took this way to far, left me when I let down my guard
Left me all this baggage, ain't no place to pack it so i'm stuck
Found me in the dirt and pulled me up
Then tossed me back down in the mud so now i hold a grudge
And all these girls they know what's up
I can't get past my stupid ex
So now with female all i do is pursue the sex
Feelin used and left, bruised abused to death
She chewed me up and spit me out and had me broken
Screwed then left now I goof and jest
But really im just lost, and don't know who to text
I hope my future self look at me and say i wish you the best
How am I suppose to heal if you left me scarred
Yea you told me we took this way to far
Left soon as I let down my guard
Let down my guard
Tupac once said forever isn't forever
So just be my friend until we get back together
As a generation I think we misunderstood
How is it happily ever after, if the ending isn't good
Being hurt takes a lot out of me
This year for Christmas, i just want my exes apologies
Some gave up on me when I went missing
One had a baby treated me different
One ended up focusing on fitness
It's funny how you can see the difference
Im tired of the leaving and deceiving
And the disbelieving in the tricks
Get in the mix, in something that couldn't fix
Something that couldve fixed
And now the only memories I have of you, is deleted pics
Now your someone I don't even miss
I wish I never kissed
You already know this is a diss
I put you on my friends hate list
I'm on your new mans playlist
And life is back to normal
I dont feel like crying when I drive
I even on the streets we used to ride down into it
And I guess it sounds so healthy
Dealing with the blinding heartbreak shit
Even though finally done with it, I kinda wish