Ryan Adams - I Surrender Lyrics

I'm superstitious and I lie
I think about someone too much
I wonder if it helps me so much
And I don't hear the words, your name still hurts to touch
But I know myself too well
I miss you so bad, so bad, so bad, so what?
I know myself too well
I stay inside these rooms, inside this never-ending hotel

I am a sight for blinded eyes
I joke and cough over the punchlines
No one is here to respond
So I just wait for more noise from the ceiling fans
But I know myself too well
I miss you so bad, so bad, so bad, so what?
Tough luck kid, right
I know this loneliness, I did this to myself

Tonight I will try to dream myself away
In an endless ocean without effort I can drain
The battleship's lost in the storm with your name
As I sink and leave the keys into your door

I miss you so bad, so bad, so what?
I miss you so bad, so bad, so what?
I miss you so bad, so bad, so what?
What do you do with a dream when it gets stuck?

I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender

I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I surrender
I give up