Seven years ago my god died in front of me
Showed me who to be
Showed me what I need
Gave me antidote told me I was sick
Said I wasn't made for this
I was broken from the start
Didn't have the heart
Drinking kool-aid ain't so bad, they got
Rose colored glasses
I'm tastin' poison because I'm sad
Push through to rise from the ashes
Never enough
Give us your trust
You're just a ball of doubt right now
Poisoned kool-aid ain't so bad, they got
Rose colored glasses
Sold my light back to me
What a f*ckin' deal
Now I've gotta heal
Just a black sheep stray
Carving out my way
Maybe one day I find
I trust myself again
Try to define what my purpose is
Guess the bridge got burnt
Nothing left to save
Drinking kool-aid ain't so bad, they got
Rose colored glasses
I'm tasting poison because I'm sad
Push through to rise from the ashes
Never enough
Give us your trust
You're just a ball of doubt right now
Poisoned kool-aid ain't so bad, they got
Rose colored glasses