Ryan John - obsessed. Lyrics

Why can't I move on
There's this feeling, can't let go
Stuck in my head, can't let you go
In my mind lost can't find my way home
Im so f*cking broken I'm gonna let it show
Didn't know one can sink to the low of lows
Gonna hurt myself again crushing on a basic hoe
Aiming the gun at my head you gonna let it blow

Why am I so obsessed
With a girl who doesnt even know I exist
In my fantasy where she was getting undressed
In reality, she's gonna make me upset

Why am I so obsessed
She says she wants more but settles for less
It's all smoke and mirrors when I try my best
Leave the thought of us in the grave, lay it to rest

Am I really just losing it
Boxed in all alone, overthinking, letting me have it
Maybe skitzo about you just a little bit
Im talking to a wall you don't really give a shit
Cause after all these songs
And after all these lines
They're could be nothing I could do to make you mine
Why are you so fine with evil ways
How you smile so wide you can cover it up

Why am I so obsessed
With a girl who doesnt even know I exist
In my fantasy where she was getting undressed
In reality, she's gonna make me upset

Why am I so obsessed
She says she wants more but settles for less
It's all smoke and mirrors when I try my best
Leave the thought of us in the grave, lay it to rest