Ryan Perry - Behind Closed Doors Lyrics

Every Friday night, my phone lights up, what's up
They always talk me into going out
They think it don't take much, but it does, oh yea it does
I say I'll be on my way in five
Next thing I know an hour's gone by and I ain't left the drive
Sometimes, I lie
Give a half-ass alibi as to why i ain't got there yet
'Cause I've been in my head
Lights are on but nobody's home
It ain't hard to read me wrong
When I'm here I might as well be gone
If you see me out when I paint the town I'm throwing down this Crown to drown my pain
It ain't what you think
My hell ain't just walls and floors
Its broken trusts and two by fours
Barely hidin' all I keep inside
Behind closed doors
I'm Hanging by a thread my eyes are red
'Cause I don't get no sleep
Ain't much left of me
No I can't fight what I can't see
Lights are on but nobody's home
It ain't hard to read me wrong
When I'm here I might as well be gone
If you see me out when I paint the town I'm throwing down this Crown to drown my pain
It ain't what you think
My hell ain't just walls and floors
Its broken trusts and two by fours
Barely hidin' all I keep inside
Behind closed doors
Behind closed doors
I hope and pray someday it's gonna leave me
But 'til that day all you're gonna see
Lights are on but nobody's home
It ain't hard to read me wrong
When I'm here I might as well be gone
If you see me out when I paint the town I'm throwing down this Crown to drown my pain
It ain't what you think
My hell ain't just walls and floors
Its broken trusts and two by fours
Barely hidin' all I keep inside
Behind closed doors
Behind closed doors