Intro (Females) Video (MV)

How do I manage to get myself hurt
By girls I don't even date?
Why am I so pathetic
That I lie in bed and can't get up all day
Waiting and wishing and hoping hurting
I'm feeling pretty drained
But ask me how I'm doing
You know I'll say I'm okay
It's these girls man
It is definitely not the fact that I am needy, clingy, and overly attached
It can't be my unrealistic expectations and fantisizations
That leave me sad
It must not be my incessant need for affirmation from the opposite sex
No surely it's these girls...
Man that got really sad really fast
I need a stable girl, a stable job, and some stable self esteem
But I don't like myself, i like to sing, and these red flags look green
"I know I'm a good person"
Ok. I never said you weren't. I just said I was hurting
You asked how I felt. Thought you were earnest
But gun to my head I'm tired of feeling worthless
What am I saying?
I know I earned this
My mother says I should go easier on myself
And Annie says i should go easier on myself
My therapist says I should go easier on myself
Well
What can I say
It's hard to find light and the end of the day
It's hard for myself to not feel this way
I wanna love someone that loves me back
But more than that I wanna be okay
I wanna be okay
I wanna be okay
I wanna be okay
I wanna
But I'm better at friendships
Even though it hurts when they leave
Even though I can't get you back
But we'll get there just wait and see
If my openness scares you you're not the first
But sit back relax don't make a stir
Don't be shaken but I'ma take you for a whirl
You're listening to Females
Haven't you heard?