Ryn Envy - Tears Over Years Lyrics

Sometimes I cry, so I look to God
Lord wipe my tears, i been cryin for years
I got so much pain that built up over years
I can't shed a tear, if you gone hate then tell me why you here
They don't wanna hear what I say in they ear
Hell we live here, tryna make it outta dark clouds and disappear
Disappear to heaven I been cryin so many tears
Pain ran me so numb that I've felt over years
It's tears over years

I was trappin in the streets on the highway to hell
Demons was attacking left and right i couldn't yell
I had to realize you had to trap or die
Every thing the devil had plotting on me
God came and saved me from the penitentiary
That snake was shooting Every thing he had at me
Aint no playing fair he was causing penalties
So like a man I went to God, i said God
Reveal the hidden truth and expose all the lies
Lord work through me and answer all the cries
I live again today i can see the sky
Lord thank you for your grace and mercy, thank you God

Lord wipe my tears, i been cryin for years
I got so much pain that done built up over years
I can't shed a tear, if you gone hate then tell me why you here
They don't wanna hear what I say in they ear
Hell we live here, tryna make it outta dark clouds and disappear
Disappear to heaven I been cryin so many tears
Pain ran me so numb that I've felt over years

I don't try to reminisce on my pain everyday
All that rain from the pain left me drowning in a lake
They don't understand me when i talk this way
They don't understand me when i say I carry weight
Like a dopeboy I keep a scale on me
Ian no snitch lil boy I can never tell homie
They dont know the things I've seen
The places i done been left me traumatized
Like another lost soul I fell victimized
These thoughts in my head so I talk to God
Ain't no doubt in my mind so I really cry
They say grown men weak if you sit and cry
That shows strength from the pain I been holdin down
Imma thug so I sit let my tears cry
Lord wipe my tears, i been cryin for years
I got so much pain that done built up over years
I can't shed a tear , if you gone hate then tell me why you here
They don't wanna hear what I say in they ear
Hell we live here, tryna make it outta dark clouds and disappear
Disappear to heaven I been cryin so many tears
Pain ran me so numb that I've felt over years