Rythem - Silence and Its Sound Lyrics

Been feeling kinda low
Lately I've just lost my bound
It's like I'm trying to feel alone
I like the silence and it's sound
Got a shit ton of feelings
Waiting to express
I still got a blunt
I know my life's a mess
Ain't tryna Cope up with the shit
Or cope up with my emotions
I'm just chilling with sand
With a bottle and the ocean
Feeling kinda sad
Feeling kinda funny
I'm just chilling with the vibe
I don't need no f*ckin money
I just need cigarette
And drink on the side
And just be on it all day
I don't care if I died
Cause I'm too tired of this running
My feet kinda hurt
I just wanna feel the earth
Be a part of this dirt
I don't feel the need to smile
Or maybe care about the times
I'm feeling kinda heavy
Could be me or my crimes
I just need my own space
And just feel my own pace
It's not that I don't like to work
But I don't wanna win this race
People say they wanna stay
But always try to leave
I'm not saying that I don't care
But I don't like to plead
Could be my ego yeah my mind
Or my respect is on the line
I just don't wanna mess myself
For someone who's not mine
All I really ever planned to do
Was to lead a happy life
I don't care if I got friends
Or if I got a pretty wife
I guess it's all about the time
That's really meant to heal
Some are lucky some are not
It's something you can't steal
People make a big deal
And are tryna start a war
I don't see the point of fights
So I take the back door
And just do my own shit
Before someone tries to scout
I just wanna live my life
Don't know what its all about
Got some questions up my mind
That my school could never answer
Can I be dead inside?
No, I ain't got no f*cking cancer
I feel my body getting numb every time I take a breath
I just wanna sit back
And not just care about my death