Shell - Ordinary Day Lyrics

I sit alone and cry myself to sleep
These secrets I can't keep
They're locked away destroying me within
If only you can see the things I see
This pain, it's haunting me
I close my eyes and see you standing there

(Chorus)
Can't you see I'm hurting deep inside
Please will someone tell me why
I'm on my knees but all I feel is shame
Everyday I live with such regret
It's not easy to forget
But it's just another ordinary day

You're holding me too closely I can't breathe
I've lost the will to live
I'm so afraid of every word you say
I used to be so strong but now I'm weak
I never thourght I'd be
A girl inside a fallen fairytale

Chorus

This nightmare has been lived for far too long
It's not where I belong
I'm tired of singing songs about your lies
This chaqin around my heart has had it's time
Lord, bring healing of the mind
I'm standing tall to say my last goodbye

I'm no longer hurting deep inside
You broke in now I know why
I'm on my knees, forgiven, unashamed
I don't have to live with such regret
I may never forget
It doesn't have to be an ordinary day