HEAVY Album Lyrics by SIR

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INTRO (HEAVY)

I've got the weight of the world on my shoulders
Heavy as a lie when you tryna be honest
Relli's gon' call when they all in your pockets
Relli's gon' call when you all that they got
I've got the weight of the world on my shoulders
(Lie)
Relli's gon' call when they all in your pockets

(Weight)
(Lie)
(Call)

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IGNORANT

World get on my nerves, man, this shit just don't excite me
Swervin' off the curb, bendin' corners ain't excitin'
Pussy on my phone, man, this shit just don't excite me
Out here on my own, ain't too many others like me
Ay (ay, ay)

I may pop a clip (ay)
Funny how it hit (hit)
I ain't talkin' shit (no, no)
F*ck the politics (f*ck the politics)
I am not a bitch (no, no, no, no, no)
Got a 'bout it bitch ('bout it, 'bout it bitch)
She about her shit
Hey, I might blow a bag (yeah)
On some ignorant shit
I don't pay no rent
Funny how it hit
I ain't talkin' shit
Feel like Richie Rich
Y'all keep doin' looks
I got money on the books

Can't believe the shit that I see
Five hundred degrees, still feelin' the breeze
She do what she please, keep her off the leash (yeah, yeah)
But I love the fact she keep comin' back, we so ignorant

World get on my nerves, man, this shit just don't excite me
Swervin' off the curb, bendin' corners ain't excitin'
Pussy on my phone, man, this shit just don't excite me
Out here on my own, ain't too many others like me
World get on my nerves, man, this shit just don't excite me
Swervin' off the curb, bendin' corners ain't excitin'
Pussy on my phone, man, this shit just don't excite me
Out here on my own, ain't too many others like me

Not like me
Been doin' this, still hot like me
Turn everything to a bop like me
SiR told me, Stop," so I pop my piece, tell Top I need my swap, ay
'64 Chevy, no top, ay
Ride through the city with a bad-ass bitch, extendo in my Glock, ay
Solo on dolo, today I did Marni, I used to do Polo
Clutchin' my piece when the fan want a photo
Paranoia like it's two thousand one-four
Older I get, more I look like my uncle
Screamin', "Free TC," that's tatted on my knuckles
Free Brittney Griner, they held her in Russia
I smoke every day, so that could've been me though
Meanwhile, they killin' these innocent people

Can't believe the shit that I see
Five hundred degrees, still feelin' the breeze
She do what she please, keep her up her leash (yeah, yeah)
Bought another bag, she keep comin' back, we so ignorant

World get on my nerves, man, this shit just don't excite me
Swervin' off the curb, bendin' corners ain't excitin'
Pussy on my phone, man, this shit just don't excite me
Out here on my own, ain't too many others like me
World get on my nerves, man, this shit just don't excite me
Swervin' off the curb, bendin' corners ain't excitin'
Pussy on my phone, man, this shit just don't excite me
Out here on my own, ain't too many others like me

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Karma

Hey, hey

Jackie youngest baby, I been crazy since the sixth grade
Full clip on my mental, too official for your mixtape
I could paint a picture so wavy the boat bends
But lately, I been burning the candle at both ends

I remember a time when we would enjoy the breeze
Wasn't so concerned with whether the weather was getting better
one day, I was surprised to discover all eyes on me
I don't think I'ma get used to this attention, no, not ever
Never been too shy for the limelight, but I never really cared much
Always knew a direction to fly right, but I never really cared much

Ooh, I need to stop treating hoes like I need 'em
I'm too busy making promises when I can't keep 'em
It's time I slow this 'Lac down to a hunnid
I keep making the same mistake when I should be learning from it
Oh, karma coming and it's prolly gon' be bad for me
Nothing I can do, it's gon' be what it has to be
Wish I never bought the game my uncle sold me
It's a little too late to save the old me, oh

Karma coming, karma coming, karma coming, ayy
Karma coming, karma coming, karma coming, ayy
Karma coming, karma coming, karma coming, ayy

Young, young, young Chevrolet Shad yelling Heaven ain't hard
But the Devil ain't far, yeah
Got a ho with no job, yeah
Wanna f*ck in my car, yeah
Ay, where your heart been?
If you suppress enough, the decimals can make you special, uh
If you press enough, the extra ones can make you stress it, uh
They want the extra love, the extra love, the extra love
Exiled in Exodus, it's excellent
It make a young nigga reckless and reckless
and reckless and reckless and, aw, shit
Nigga, what's poppin'? F*ckin' the most
Counting up paper, counting up cash
It's the vibrations, haven't I told you?
It's a vacation, haven't I showed you?
I'm ruthless, lil' bitch tryna hit my lil' line tryna talk 'bout closure
You stupid, lil' bitch tryna hit my lil' line, never leaving outside

Ooh, I need to stop treating hoes like I need 'em
I'm too busy making promises when I can't keep 'em
It's time I slow this 'Lac down to a hunnid
I keep making the same mistake when I should be learning from it
Oh, karma coming and it's prolly gon' be bad for me
Nothing I can do, it's gon' be what it has to be
Wish I never bought the game my uncle sold me
It's a little too late to save the old me, oh

Karma coming, karma coming, karma coming, ayy
Karma coming, karma coming, karma coming, ayy
Karma coming, karma coming, karma coming, ayy

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HEAVY

Just got off a three-day bender, still enjoyin' the ride
From what I remember, last night was a hell of a night
Probably need to go easy, I'm in love with the pain
Don't be surprised if you see me dancin' in the rain

Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Wakin' up, rememberin'
I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true
Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope I can find my way back to you

Some days I'm just fine with accepting I won't change
It may be a little more time before I get sick of these games
Might as well enjoy this ride, I'm the passenger of my own ship
Autopilot engaged, hangin' out the window this whole trip
Is we flyin'?
Or is my head stuck in the clouds?
This feelin' ain't allowed
Better mix it with the loud
It don't make my momma proud
All my signals in and out
But it's all I've been about

Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Wakin' up, rememberin'
I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true
Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope I can find my way back to you

Woke up in bed next to Caroline
Fingers tracin' her panty line
I shifted her paradigm apparently
She don't mind modelin' Calvin Klein for free
And I feel so divine when the Calvin Klein is wearin' me
She tellin' me, I better be precautious
All this love and despair, never cared what it cost
I just fly 'til I see the sunrise behind me
Tears don't even fall when I cry

Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Wakin' up, rememberin'
I'm losin' sleep over dreams that were comin' true
Ohh, I've been killin' myself softly
Lost my mind completely
I really hope, I can find my way back

Oh, my way back

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SIX WHOLE DAYS

Starin' at the sun for six whole days
Blinded by my own foolish ways
Don't know if the moon is comin' back
If she don't, we all gon' fade to black

I've been starin' at the sun for six whole days
Starin' at the sun for six whole days
Blinded by my own foolish ways
Starin' at the sun for six whole days

Light is bright and beautiful
I've been busy baskin' in her rays
Harmony is heavenly
Invert the melody the Devil plays
Tell myself it's dangerous
Making house and home where no one else dare stays
Doesn't matter where I land
I'll be wide awake
I may act like I'm okay but I just can't look away

I've been starin' at the sun for six whole days
Starin' at the sun for six whole days
Blinded by my own foolish ways
Starin' at the sun for six whole days

Tolerance I never gauge
Don't know if I'll ever act my age
Certain this is not a phase
Certain I been happy in my cage
Busy tryna to turn the page
But if I disengage
I'll get lost in the rage, ain't it strange?
Never thought there was a way for tryna be brave
It's like someone doesn't wanna see me change

I've been starin' at the sun for six whole days
Starin' at the sun for six whole days
Blinded by my own foolish ways
Starin' at the sun for six whole days

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No Evil

Ayy, ooh, ayy, ooh
Ayy, ooh, ayy, ooh
Ayy, ooh, ayy, ooh
Ah, ah, ah

What's your superpower?
Show me what you're made of
I been lonely for days and days
But we're one and the same
Pardon my superstition
But with my supervision
I see so much of myself
My past, my pain, my pride and my ego

But I see no evil
I see no evil
I see another reason for me to believe in the hero

Can you breathe underwater?
Should I dive any deeper?
What's the name you want me to call you whenever I need you?
Are you here to get even?
Must be here for a reason
No point in tellin' the truth when you're bulletproof
And nobody cares to believe you

But, baby, I see you
And I see no evil (I see no evil)
I see another reason for me to believe in the hero

Watch 'em switch up
No one rollin' with you, yeah
New position, move too fast, you gon' miss it, yeah
Intermission is over once you hit the light (ah, ah, ah, ah)

Ayy, ooh, ayy, ooh
Ayy, ooh, ayy, ooh
Ayy, ooh, ayy, ooh

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POETRY IN MOTION

If I slip, I slide, I don't trip, I glide
When I dip, I dive when I dive I dive deep
In the middle of her ocean, you know where to find me
When it's poetry in motion, she don't ever mind me
If I slip, I slide, I don't trip, I glide
When I dip, I dive when I dive I dive deep
In the middle of her ocean, you know where to find me
When it's poetry in motion, she don't ever mind me

I'm a mack, lil' baby, know it's a fact
Los Angeles in my lap, my relli's still in the trap
I really be spittin' bars, got niggas thinkin' I rap
I'm hangin' out with the stars
Still can't relax
Even in these foreign cars, I'm rollin' 'round with the strap
When I hit, I hit it hard, permission to make it clap
I need a round of applause, but I might settle for dap
Had to break a couple laws, put my city on the map, uh-uh
You think you beat the pussy up but you didn't make her cum
Even if you made her cum, she ain't never comin' back
Player like you couldn't call it, it is just somethin' that you lack
Michael Jack', got Billie Jean talkin' bad behind your back

She can roll with me, it's her lucky day
Got a pound of tree and a gang of yay
We at Saks, blendin' in and spendin' racks
Representin' is a trend, I don't see no end to that
Where you at?

If I slip, I slide, I don't trip, I glide
When I dip, I dive when I dive I dive deep
In the middle of her ocean, you know where to find me
When it's poetry in motion, she don't ever mind me
If I slip, I slide (slide), I don't trip, I glide (glide)
When I dip, I dive when I dive, I dive deep (when I dive, I dive deep)
In the middle of her ocean, you know where to find me
When it's poetry in motion (come on)
She don't ever mind me (let me tell you what they told me)

They told me, "Slowly is the fastest way to get where you wanna be"
So I ease to a steady speed, let that bitch breathe
No push start, give me keys to that blue Impala
This the good part when you livin' everything you thought of
I know single mothers who had to teach they sons how to squabble
Know killers who became good fathers who raised their daughters
Look now, AP, a fifty for my keys
Las Vegas residency, I brought the tour to me
The good part is farther and farther, I know it might look hard
But, baby, nothin' is out of your reach
Grab it and I'll be damned if they gon' take it from me
Passion is what I had before any Grammy

She can roll with me, it's her lucky day
Got a pound of tree and a gang of yay
We at Saks in some dirty Vans, blowin' hella bands
I don't smoke, but I'm still high as the price of gas

If I slip, I slide, I don't trip, I glide
When I dip, I dive when I dive I dive deep
In the middle of her ocean, you know where to find me
When it's poetry in motion, she don't ever mind me
If I slip, I slide (slide), I don't trip, I glide (glide)
When I dip, I dive when I dive, I dive deep (when I dive, I dive deep)
In the middle of her ocean, you know where to find me
When it's poetry in motion, she don't ever mind me (come on)

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I'M NOT PERFECT

One step up and then two steps back
Might slip up but I'm still on track
How I'm feelin', I'll let you lead
As we proceed

I'm not perfect
But I'm gonna give you all I've got
Hope that you ready 'cause I'm not
Don't wanna be, it ain't what you need
Lucky me
I'm not perfect
But that don't mean I won't shoot my shot
Don't like to work against the clock
I shouldn't wait, if I hesitate
It might be too late
Oh, I'm not perfect

Even with all my scars, even if all is lost, I'm here
Tryna be the man you deserve, tryna be a man of my word, it's clear
We may lose sight of it all, we may lose signal
But, baby, in spite of it all, I'm better when I'm with you
I'm not perfect

One step up and then two steps back
Might slip up but I'm still on track
How I'm feelin', I'll let you lead
I'll keep healin' as we proceed

Amen
Made-made in God image, that's intelligent designin'
All started with a cell then that cell was divided
Before it fully split, witness the vesica piscis
You can see it's an eye sideways
I think of Isis, seeing farther is the symbol of Jesus or a vagina
Ironically, that's what she be screamin' when I'm inside her (Jesus Christ)
It's all solved in diagram used by the scholars
To separate the pros and the cons, to find the balance
I'm too vicious, harder to tell how I'ma manage
Mh, man
I'm no astrologist, but I promise that I'm not perfect
Ooh (Soul)

I still got so much room to grow
And I've never pictured lettin' you go (go)
Our love is truth, there's only you
I know what I have to do
But I'm not perfect, oh
It might take a little more time
Before I leave the old me behind
Oh, he's fightin' hard, can't let down my guard
It'll tear me apart 'cause I'm not perfect

Even with all my scars, even if all is lost, I'm here
Tryna be the man you deserve, tryna be a man of my word, it's clear
We may lose sight of it all, we may lose signal
But, baby, in spite of it all, I'm better when I'm with you
I'm not perfect

One step up and then two steps back

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YOU

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah (ayo, SiR)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah (alright, alright, alright, alright, alright)

Sittin' on twenty-fours
Would you look at those
So amazin'
I throw my hands up to the ceilin'
It's some praise due
Heaven made you
You were chosen

Rich rollin' with a
Hard hitter, radio killer
Love is so lethal, cold as Sub-Zero
Maybe Thugzilla
But I can deliver
If I say I'm with you, baby
That mean that I'm with you (with you)

Ooh-ooh, we gon' make a song tonight
It's about you
I'ma put you on tonight
Baby, sing along tonight
We gon' make a song tonight
It's about you
I'ma put you on tonight

Ain't been an hour since I landed
You took me to a whole different planet
I can barely stand it
The view is amazin'
The air in here is easy to breathe
I can't even find a reason to leave
Nothin' against you
All I know is if I can't be with you
I couldn't see us bein' friends
I won't even pretend, like I ain't got other bridges to mend
Still I'm pickin' up the signals you send

You've been lookin' for a
Hard hitter, radio killer
Love is so lethal, cold as Sub-Zero
Maybe Thugzilla
But I can deliver
If I say I'm with you, baby
That mean that I'm with you (with you)

Ooh-ooh, we gon' make a song tonight
It's about you
I'ma put you on tonight
Baby, sing along tonight (yeah, yeah)
We gon' make a song tonight (yeah, yeah)
(Ayo SiR, yeah, yeah)
It's about you (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I'ma put you on tonight (yeah, yeah, alright, alright, alright, alright, alright)

So ghetto, just how I like it
Boujie and bad, baby, don't try to fight it
I'm next level, you got the cheat code
And I might go beast mode and lose my mind
We better hold on tight, this is ride or die
Only fly when I'm in control
I know I'm not your only fan, but, baby, if I can
I'd break every rule to make it so, ooh-ooh

Hard hitter, radio killer
Love is so lethal, cold as Sub-Zero
Maybe Thugzilla
But I can deliver
If I say I'm with you, baby
That mean I'm with you

Ooh-ooh, we gon' make a song tonight
It's about you
I'ma put you on tonight
Baby, sing along tonight
We gon' make a song tonight
It's about you
I'ma put you on tonight

Hey, baby
Just called to tell you I love you and I miss you
I know you workin' so I'll just talk to you later, bye

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ONLY HUMAN

In between Heaven and Cloud Nine
There we lie, her and I
Her kiss is soft as her eyes
There's nothin' to fight about in the sky

So why am I tryna pull this angel down from Heaven where she belongs?
I wish I could stay here forever but I gotta go back home
Someone else is out there missin' me while I look down from up above
And I know right here I would not be if she knew that I was

Only human
Less than perfect
See, this is right where I wanna be
But she deserves so much more than me
'Cause I'm only human

Back in the world I call my own
I'm always gone and she's alone
We live next to pain and misery
But she believes we're meant to be

I just can't find the words to tell her that the king she calls her own
Is out chasin' amazin' grace while she waits for him by his throne
Someone else is out there lovin' me while she wishes she could
I know she'd be so much better off if I just left her for good

But I'm human
Ohh, less than perfect
See, this is right where I wanna be
But she deserves so much more than me
'Cause I'm only human

Riskin' it all for a floating, fleeting feeling
Can't climb the wall with my energy depleting
Know what you'll say but the words ain't so appealing
Riskin' it all for a floating, fleeting feeling

If I don't move, I'll never heal
Open my heart, can't take the real pain
Can't avoid the choices I've made
But if I stay, if I stay, I would be

Riskin' it all for a floating, fleeting feeling
Can't climb the wall with my energy depleting
Know what you'll say but the words ain't so appealing
Riskin' it all for a floating, fleeting feeling

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Satisfaction

Satisfaction
Ooh (ooh)
Ooh

Love me today, leave me tomorrow
Yeah, love
This ain't nothin' new
Just what we do
Silly games we play, things we say
Can't keep our hearts
From falling apart, we went too far
Let down our guard
This was never meant to be what it feels like
This ain't your real life and I'm not real
As much as I hope one day, things could still work
We both know the deal

This isn't as simple as satisfaction
I wish the future never happened
Oh, I wish I could stay in your arms
I wish I could stay, hey

Early morning, birds are chirping
Already got you workin', workin
Head and shoulders, goin' crazy
Hard to make me wanna take it easy
You deserve the best
I want you to remember
This incredible, incredible
See, this was never meant to be what it feels like
This ain't your real life and I'm not real
As much as I hope one day, things could still work
We both know the deal

This isn't as simple as satisfaction
I wish the future never happened
I wish I could stay in your arms
I wish I could stay

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Life Is Good

Life is good, ayy
Car fast as f*ck
Ain't got pulled over once while I was acting up
Hundred twenty while I'm headed to Sonoma
I ain't turning down no fades
No, I don't need any soldiers, ayy, ayy

I might
Fly you down to Florida tonight
Miami where the water stays warm
Baby, we can do what we like
Baby, we can do what we want

Ha-ha, ha, ha-ha-ha
Ha-ah, ha
Life is good, ayy, roll another blunt (ahh-ha)
Life is good, ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)
Ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)

Ha-ha, ha, ha-ha-ha
Ha-ah, ha
Life is good, ayy, roll another blunt (ahh-ha)
Life is good, ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)
Ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)

Ayy, life is good, ayy
Car fast as f*ck
Ain't got pulled over once while I was acting up
Hundred twenty on my way to Calabasas
I ain't taking any favors
I ain't giving any passes, ayy, ayy

I may
Fly you down to Canada today
Maybe to Toronto where it's cold
Everything but the weather, girl, I got under control
And we can do what we want
Baby, tell me what you like

Ha-ha, ha, ha-ha-ha (tell me what you like)
Ha-ah, ha
Life is good, ayy, roll another blunt (ahh-ha)
Life is good, ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)
Ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)

Ha-ha, ha, ha-ha-ha
Ha-ah, ha
Life is good, ayy, roll another blunt (ahh-ha)
Life is good, ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)
Ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy) (we do want want)

Had some problems yesterday
But I feel good today
I'm on a different wave
And you niggas don't float the same way
I be out in a maze (maze)
Like look what a nigga became ('came)
I'm from an old estate
Now all of a sudden, I'm switching lanes
(Oh, Lanes, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Ain't no way that we 'bout to slow down
(Down, down, down)
They ain't know who I was, but they know now

Ha-ha, ha, ha-ha-ha
Ha-ah, ha
Life is good, ayy, roll another blunt (ahh-ha)
Life is good, ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)
Ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)

Ha-ha, ha, ha-ha-ha
Ha-ah, ha
Life is good, ayy, roll another blunt (ahh-ha)
Life is good, ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy)
Ayy, we do what we want (ayy, ayy) (we do want want)

Ha-ha, ha, ha-ha-ha
Ha-ah, ha
Ahh-ha

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RICKY'S SONG

Crenshaw and Florence is forbidden
We ain't welcome, that's the wrong way
Hear my warnin', it's been written
We ain't welcome, take the long way
I got some money for your momma
Make sure she get it all
Don't wanna have to call
Keep yourself out of any drama
Better lose your pride
Even a king can fall

You learn through me, don't wanna see you make the same mistakes
Take time with love, know I don't care how many hearts you break
Make sure you pray and thank the Lord for everything He's done
Remember there is still so much you have to overcome

Damn, you in the eleventh grade
My lil' nigga done made it
Straight A's student, ain't it amazin'? No brakes
Foot on the pedal, give it some weight in your lane
Turn signal on, ready for change, what do you think?
A wise man comin' of age, I'm tickled pink
Seein' you rockin' a bigger stage, I barely blink
But every time I do, I meet a new you
A flower addin' on a new leaf, so beautiful
Heard you and your homies was beefin' with the legends
They say you might be in deeper than you you lettin' me know
But I ain't believe 'em for a second
And if I'm wrong, you better believe, you better lettin' it go
Your future couldn't be any brighter, you better know that
I know that we've been raisin' a fighter and they don't want that
But all you gotta worry 'bout is you and yours
If they ask who you do it for (remember I told you)
Look a man right in his eyes (remember I told you)
Never doubt the feelin' inside (remember I told you)
Two-twelve'll take you home (remember I told you)
Call me when you make it home (remember I told you)
You're young but you're still a man (remember I told you)
I don't trust your little friends (remember I told you)
Be careful when you wear that hoodie (remember I told you)
Police might-

You learn through me, don't wanna see you make the same mistakes
Take time with love, know I don't care how many hearts you break
Make sure you pray and thank the Lord for everything He's done
Remember there is still so much you have to overcome

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Nothing Even Matters

(Hey)
(Hey)

I don't know where to start
Maybe your heart
I can feel it beatin'
Hopin' to be the rhyme or reason
Oh, you make me wanna be a better man
I'm getting stronger than I've ever been
Oh, making a connection with your perfect imperfections
Break it down at your discretion
If it's under my protection
Your ebony complexion
I would die for your affection
You keep giving me direction
Baby, this is my confession, oh-ooh

I can't get enough
Hard to believe I even found your love
Diamond in the rough
Light up the dark like the fire I'm sparkin' up
Baby, when we touch
Nothing even matters
No one loves me better
I want this forever, oh-ooh

I can't get enough
Can't even picture my life without my girl
Diamond in the rough
Shine any brighter and you might save the world
Baby, when we touch
Nothing even matters
No one loves me better
I want this forever, ever

Since I can remember, I been rollin' with stones
Didn't really think I'd ever find a place I belong
But since you came in the picture, I made a vow to behave
Didn't want you dealing with someone who would just drown in your wave
Never thought it would be easy but I'm changing my ways
On the brink of breaking even with your love here to stay
Oh, I'll never try, no I won't deny, your love can't be replaced
I'll keep catering to your will if only to bathe in your grace, oh-ooh

I can't get enough
Hard to believe I even found your love
Diamond in the rough
Light up the dark like the fire I'm sparkin' up
Baby, when we touch
Nothing even matters
No one loves me better
I want this forever, oh-ooh

I can't get enough (oh)
Can't even picture my life without my girl
Diamond in the rough
Shine any brighter and you might save the world
Baby, when we touch
Nothing even matters
No one loves me better
I want this forever, ever

oh-ooh
I want this forever, ever (forever, forever, forever)
I want this forever, ever (forever, forever, forever)
I want this forever, ever (forever, forever, oh-ooh)

I can't get enough (oh)
Hard to believe I even found your love
Diamond in the rough
Light up the dark like the fire I'm sparkin' up
Baby, when we touch
Nothing even matters
No one loves me better
I want this forever, oh-ooh

I can't get enough
Can't even picture my life without my girl
Diamond in the rough
Shine any brighter and you might save the world
Baby, when we touch
Nothing even matters
No one loves me better
I want this forever, ever

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TRYIN' MY HARDEST

Well, if this ain't love, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know

I'm tryin' my hardest
I'm tryin' my hardest
Well, if this ain't love
I don't know what the f*ck it is, ooh
I'm tryin' my hardest

Plant a seed, give it time, hope that it grow
Energy is hard to find, I know that you know
Promises I wanna keep, been keepin' me down
But I know how I would feel if I can't keep you around
So I meditate, got my mind focused on you
Change of pace, it ain't a race, I'm chasin' the truth
Sick of all the pain that I've been puttin' you through
I keep gettin' it wrong but I know that

I'm tryin' my hardest
I'm tryin' my hardest
Well, if this ain't love
I don't know what the f*ck it is, ooh
I'm tryin' my hardest

Pour a shot, toss it back, one for the stress (one for the stress)
Attitude, out of whack, love you no less (love you no less)
Pick a fight, throw a fit, makin' a mess
But us makin' it this far, means we gotta be blessed
So I roll up J, spark it up, breathe it in deep
Always twist enough but I ain't gettin' no sleep
Try to make a stand, but my knees feelin' weak
I can hear the pain in your voice when we speak

But I'm tryin' my hardest
I'm tryin' my hardest
Well, if this ain't love
I don't know what the f*ck it is, ooh
I'm tryin' my hardest

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BRIGHTER

One, two, three

Say I'm out of pocket, you think everything is wrong
Like there ain't other options
We just gettin' started, but we barely get along
Workin' on these problems

It's the hardest where the start is
But I know we're gonna make it through (make it through)
Yes, it's the darkest where the spark is
But there's nothin' more amazin'
Than when light starts breakin' through

Can't no match ever burn the same (same)
Once a player gave up the game
Can't hold back when I speak your name (name)
No, the feelin' just ain't the same
This fire burnin' brighter and brighter
A little more every day
We need to take it higher and higher
I promise it'll be okay

Under tons of pressure, tryna lightin' up this load
But we've been movin' mountains
I just know we better turn this house into a home
Can't keep it how we found it

It's the hardest where the start is
But I know we're gonna make it through (I know, I know)
Yes, it's the darkest (it's the darkest)
Where the spark is (where the spark is)
But there's nothin' more amazin'
Than when life starts breakin' through

Can't no match ever burn the same
Once a player gave up the game
Can't hold back when I speak your name (name)
No, the feelin' just ain't the same (no)
This fire burnin' brighter and brighter
A little more every day
We need to take it higher and higher
I promise it'll be okay

This fire burnin' brighter and brighter
A little more every day
We need to take it higher and higher
I promise it'll be okay