smogus - flushing your life* Lyrics

All of our time, all that fades away
It drifts in pain for so long
You destroyed my definition of family
By leaving me I was so young

You we’re always fighting, and suddenly you ran away
Not once you called me and still you’re pissed that I changed my name
Never said you’re sorry, you never showed no interests in me
I’m ashamed of every piece of you inside of me

Changing fate, ‘cause I am erasing
every piece of you inside of me
All my life you did nothing to raise me
Now your name means nothing to me

First I missed you I felt so alone
and wrecked the home I lived in
Lost and strayed I couldn’t find the help
to stop myself from spinning

I was always fighting and all the time I ran away
Not once I called in, becoming more the man I hate
I have to stop me, soon I've got to change myself
Erasing every piece of you inside of me

Now, you mean nothing to me
A bad memory, so I will erase it
Now I, I want nothing from you
What you've put me through will you ever regret it
(you’ve let me down)