smogus - just for me Lyrics

I’m looking at my face staring back at me
Look at the mirror hating everything reflecting me
Couldn’t believe what the whole world has done to me
It was me, me, me, all that I could see
I was in trouble I was in pain
I was playing on the edge of going insane
Damn I got stuck, always bad luck
Couldn’t see all these people who were backing me up

After crying and long years of hiding
I was recognizing the cycle I’m in
All this aching I’m done with this faking
This sadness I’m breaking, again I’ll begin

I blamed the whole community
For all the shit surrounding me
That’s why I felt this hate in me
for life
So I start looking back at me
and take responsibility
That’s why I feel this sympathy
for life

Suddenly I loved life again
Suddenly I even laughed again
Finally I could sleep again, breathe again
I could even eat again
Life didn’t seem so bad for me
Got a great band friends and a family
and a lovely girl taking care of me
Was it me screaming life ain’t fair to me

Past is just baggage you take on this voyage
Nothing but a package that’s making you strong
Just have some faith in the choices you’re making
Wherever they’ll take you
That's where you belong

Why couldn’t I just see that my world is spinning just for me
I am a part of life
I got sick of blaming every day the same accusations
My whole life’s a lie

The world is spinning just for me