smogus - the game Lyrics

Finally you're sleeping, so I've got to be quiet
You look so peaceful, so fragile, I cannot deny it
Then why always fighting, can't we keep our calm
Can't make this damage undone
I can't believe the things we said to each other
Screaming rather then speak to another
Now I never thought you and me could end up alone
But at the rate this is going I'll be gone

It's just that something changed along the way
So now, I'm wondering if I should stay

(Is it a game)
Is it a game now am I not the same
Is there so much difference from who I have been
It's not that I'm sad, see, you're making me happy
It's just that I don't know if I can feel free
It scares me; it's just so much more serious than I
thought
Maybe it's me; I can't look past all these feelings
that I've got

It's cold and it's raining, but I had to go
I couldn't stay, I couldn't breathe, not for a minute or so
Damn. I got to clear my mind, I've got to think straight
One single mistake can turn our love into hate
That's not the way to end three years of our lives
No matter what we did I always thought that we would
survive
But it scares me, picturing you as my wife
I'd better make up my mind and go on with my life

Do I stay and take the years that come
Or search for another way to come undone