Speech Debelle Lyrics
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2 am in my hostel bed, my eyes them red, my belly aint fed,
I got butter but I aint got bread and Im smoking on my last cigarette.
I aint got creds I cant make calls, got no papers I got no jewels.
Got debts up to my eyeballs who made these rules, its a catch 22.
Christmas soon come and I got no funds but whats Christmas if you aint at mums.
What Im spose to do sit here and wait for this little JSA. No blasted way,
Im a call G and get a food on conceit or use my giro and by a 16th,
now thats small time but I got to make ps, Im so hungry man I just gotta eat and 2 a certain degree,
Im intrigued by these streets, they say misery loves company and Im so comfy I could fall asleep but I cant do that.
Im surrounded by cats, filthy cats sitting in steps with cat size rats.
Yep its a fact Im truly lost now, will I end up where I cant be found.
When life hits you with issues, Makes you wanna cry and wet tissues,
Wondering whos really with you, what you gonna do,
When it gets a dramatic, and its over the top like bad acting,
Sinking ship and youre the captain, What you gonna do
All this abusing becoming amusing, the harsh reality becoming alluring,
The life Im choosing wont stop moving and Im refusing any kind of curing.
Cause see right now this papers moving and to be honest this papers ruling.
If God says its the demon I believe him, cause what Im doing for him you could call appalling.
But there no such things as half way crook, so I pay cash and got my seat book,
As i approach the peer i got no fear,
Men women and especially gays.
Im getting more lost by the day, the deeper I go the harder to find my way,
I know the blair witch I seen her yesterday, she collapsed naked on the bed with a needle in her crotches
And the baby sniffles as he watches, but that aint nothing new.
Hes always sniffling, always got a cold, yea thats what crackl do,
Peek a boo, I seen you, doing what your peoples dont know you do,
But neither does mind and right now Im not sure I mind cause right now I dont get my mind.
When life hits you with issues, makes you wanna cry and wet tissues,
Wondering whos really with you, what you gonna do,
When it gets all dramatic, and its over the top like bad acting,
Sinking ship and youre the captain, what you gonna do
What you gonna do when things,
Get on top just like a swing
And you tired of arguing, saying the same things
What you gonna do when things,
Get on top just like a swing
And you tired of arguing, saying the same things
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