Straight Edge - To Whom it May Concern Lyrics

I'm not dead not really living
I'll try my best to be myself but
I know I'll fall head over heals again
I can't tell you but I'm not dead yet
Whoa whoah woah
I know I'll fail again
Whoa whoa whoa
But I'm not done yet
I don't think I'll succeed but really does anyone
I'll tell the world my darkest secrets before saying I'm done

I'm alive but not well
And hope will just give me a first class ticket to hell
Anyone please get in the way gotta test out my gun
My gun is my fear and will prevail when I'm done