This Way Always Video (MV)

I need to find
Just one thing
To believe
To make it through
Just today
Just for now
That has nothing
To do with you
I guess I miss you
Just as much
As I don't like you
When I go home
A little town
I just can't grab on to
Or even find
And I'll just stay here
I'll just tell you
I feel I love you
When I'm around you
I'll be screaming
When I walk away, thinking of your face
I wish I loved
Like I did
Like you used to
It's overwhelming
I feel backwards
When you leave

'Cause I don't fit in here
And you'll never know
'Cause I don't fit in here
And you'll never know

I might feel better if I hit somebody
Instead of just admitting that I need somebody
Guess I thought I'd always have you to hold on to
And now you're gone

I'm not for you
Don't look at me
And feel alone
And feel bad
And all the times
I thought you cared (This is the only way I'll ever really get it through to you)
You looked so cool
With all your friends

'Cause I don't fit in here
And you'll never know
'Cause I don't fit in here
And you'll never know

And it feels this way always
Every time you come around here
And it feels this way always
Every time I open my mouth
And it feels this way always
Every time you come around here
And it feels this way always
Every time I open my mouth
And it feels this way always
Every time you come around here
And it feels this way always
Every time you open my mouth