I guess you weren't lying I mean I didn't know
I should've paid attention instead of saying no
I never heard your cries then and now I feel as though
I am the one to blame here and it's hard to let you go
And now I can't tell you how I feel
Mass is moving fast and I feel trapped I cannot deal
Losing someone special in my life it's good to feel
Crying 'cause the cost was someone's life I kinda killed every day-
Every day I rely on my lungs
Count mistakes I disappoint myself
Ain't nothing change I think my brain's too loud
Feeling fake I'm new to friends I know
I guess you weren't lying I mean I didn't know
I should've paid attention instead of saying no
I never heard your cries then and now I feel as though
I am the one to blame here and it's hard to let you go
And now I can't tell you how I feel
Mass is moving fast and I feel trapped I cannot deal
Losing someone special in my life it's good to feel
Crying 'cause the cost was someone's life I kinda killed
Every day I rely on my lungs
Count mistakes I disappoint myself
Ain't nothing change I think my brain's too loud
Feeling fake I'm new to friends I know
Without you here tonight it's too late to make it right
Wasn't striving for thriving just didn't want us to die
Now it's gone like fun, lungs hyperventilating
I ruined all the things that I had been waiting for
Now you've closed the door
And I thought everything was fine just like before
I was waiting on the long haul you were looking for a chance to move
Sweatin by myself when I had the chance to dance with you
Do you look dope with me or was it just the dopamine
Slippery slope of purgatory, lit a fuse, it jolted me
No 60 cents, what's the causer of this?
Me; I'm the reason I lost the life that I miss
Ok cuz guess you weren't lying, I didn't know the real you
Didn't know the real me, cuz we both concealed the truth
Didn't wanna get each other sad, so we would just sit back & lie
Messed up, that's the past, it gets better with time
I guess you weren't lying I mean I didn't know
I should've paid attention instead of saying no
I never heard your cries then and now I feel as though
I am the one to blame here and it's hard to let you go