21 years on this earth
And i wanna kill myself
Everyday been praying
Since i was Seven
And i want no help
F*cked up in my head
I'm hanging on by a thread
Know that these demons want me dead
They didn't think i'd get ahead
I wonder if this life is fake
I wonder what'd it take to hate
Pills f*cked up my invertebrate
I'm moving in, i can't shake
Fighting mental everyday
Feel like im suffering with pain
Wish you could take it all away
But now you're gone, my world is turning grey
Now it's f*ck this
F*ck that
Insecure the levels
How you run back?
What's that?
Don't go and turn into the motherf*ckers that you hate
I know you praying everyday
You tryna find a better way
Know you hate me, it's okay
It's a front
Give it up
Don't be doing f*ck shit in disguise
I can see thru yo eyes
Had them demons paralyzed
Take a step in my mind
I ain't ever tell no lie
Give my soul to you, i
Gave my soul all to you
Never been ran thru
Stop acting like that's brand new
I'm telling you the damn truth
Tie my neck up with a noose
21 to life, ain't new
Wish i was spending time with you
Spend this day all in vein
Put this bullet to my brain