Sacrilege - Prime Lyrics

Back on the mic, I'm hashing the vibe
I was raring to thrive tho I was barley alive
Buried inside self-doubt was there in my mind
It was clear that in time I was preparing to die
Chasing dragons down a bleak path
Living out my worst dreams through drug induced deep naps
Relapse? at least once a month
Cheating death every weekend and testing my luck
Not giving a f*ck
Bitch vampire life
Taking shots with my demons only living at night
Besides that I'm only living to write
Im only feeling alright when im gripping the mic
The vivid life of a rough neck
Living life through up set abusing a substance
Shit Im surprised i ain't give up yet
Used up all my second chances boy I ain't got none left
The white lining got my mid flying
But f*ck a sad story though at least I ain't lying

Its all there inside of my mind
All the strength that I've been dying to find
Moving forward not on the decline
Making moves m addicted to grind
Its all there inside of my mind
All the strength I've been dying to find
Reaching my peak and starting to shine
Right where I need to be right in my prime

I couldn't fall off I could not lose it
F*ck the self abuse shit get back to the music
Going hard daily and making improvements
Flex the pen and page every day
Kid that is the movement
Man addictions a nuisance
You get tired of loosing
Tired of falling short and making excuses
Im sick of killing brain cells id rather tracks
Trying to cleanse where my pain dwells
Instead of serving cats
Succumb to vice ill not do
The grip of fear was knocked lose
Don't need another crutch
Homie already got 2
There's no reversing
There's only changing and learning
The old was it wasn't working
Know homie I've been observant
I've been changing up direction and going against the current

It's all there inside of my mind
All the strength that I've been dying to find
Moving forward not on the decline
Making moves Im addicted to grind
Its all there inside of my mind
All the strength I've been dying to find
Reaching my peak and starting to shine
Right where I need to be right in my prime