Sometimes we don't see our blessings until its too late
Lost in the crowd, screaming these words out loud
One day I will be something
Lost til I'm found, Screaming the truth out loud
One day I'll be something
My mother said I was nothing, but I gotta count for something
I mean I'm still here right? So I cant just be bluffin'
Mom's verbal abuse went on for years and years
I'm fightin' through my tears, cries fallin' on deaf ears
Alone I was stressin', how will I make it I'm guessin'
Will I just suffer and die that seems to be the only question
325 kept me alive, kept me breathin', kept me going
SW brothers and sisters really helped... they didn't even know it
Backstabbing was the case, while people smiled in my face
I got punked, I got chased. So I got fleet on the foot race
I'm feeling hurt and I'm torn, thinking why was I born
The rage in the cage got me battling through this mental storm
Are you listening to me now? See my heart it's just bleedin'
If there's a higher power than dammit please hear me screamin'
Man I'm stressed and I'm tired, mentally beaten and scarred
Tell me how can I make it when I'm headed for a bad start, I'm
Lost in the crowd, screaming these words out loud
One day I will be something
Lost til I'm found, Screaming the truth out now
One day I'll be something
I got a headache in my brain, marinated with pain
People say tomorrow's a new day but I'm seein' the same
The struggle, the torment, the pressure and decent
I need to repent man with this life that's been spent and
But wait there's more, now there's a knock at the door
"Yes sir you fit the description of a guy were looking for"
Now I'm smiling to myself man I cant even speak
Looks like tonight I will sleep and yeah I finally will eat
Doesn't matter the charges, doesn't matter the trial
Cuz meanwhile in juvenile all my friends were on speed dial
Told the judge give me years, yeah whatever he could hand to me
Epitome of a man to be, now jail is my family
I have nothin to fear cuz eventually I'm up outta here
But laughter turned to tears as I lost all my teen years
Now I'm tired of this journey, Where's the gun? I'm ready to go to sleep
The voices in my head, the demons starting to creep, Cuz I'm
Lost in the crowd, screaming these words out loud
Amounted from nothing yo, one day I'll be something though
One day I will be something
Lost til I'm found, Screaming the truth out loud
Amounted from nothing yo, one day I'll be something though
One day I'll be something
I set back now and I think about the past, and I know that I'm thankful to be here right now
So I want to thank each and every person who ever helped me and I bless you on your journey
This was tough
One day I'll be something