Saint Thomas - HOME Lyrics

Ladies, gentlemen
And the rest of you lowdown cats
(Wooo!)
Count on myself as if I'm
Destined to make a difference
How could I blame myself for
All of this pain and sickness?
Surrounding those I'm close with
Why am I trying to play the witness?
Surrounded by emotions
I need to be specific
I can't keep hiding behind closed doors
I need to open windows
I need to breathe, I can't see, thought it was gon' be simple
I've done some growing and healing
Still got some more I'll be living
I need to focus my feelings
I need to push through the ceilings
I need a hug
But don't no one got open arms
It's crazy how in such little time, we've gotten so far
Who would have guessed we'd end up less when we were going for more?
It's broken mirrors I see and I feel I could be so much more
So much
So much
It's broken mirrors and I hear 'em start to shatter
Got me wondering if any of this gon' matter when I get home
I love when I start a day
And I really don't know where it's gonna take me
You don't have look any further
For the future of art
So I guess this is where I tell you what I've learned
Uh
I had to find peace of mind
I think about what I've done
I don't get what I deserve
A losing game I ain't won
Wondering how I'm on earth
Cuz life's a gift, what it's worth?
A price can't tell you my worth
My eyes could tell you I'm hurt
I lie for better or worse
I'm never sure of my words
I speak my mind it's a curse
It don't get better on earth
I hope that I can find peace
I hope that I can be
Sit down
Can we do that? (Ahem)
I hope that I can find peace
I hope that I can be me again
I been grown like a chia pet
But don't know when I'll see him next
I been lonely who'll be my guest?
They been gone
I wrote this off emotion no one knows
Hope it don't matter when I'm home
I found peace outside, love