Saliva Grey - Deafening Silence Lyrics

I been f*cking bout it bout it I ain't never letting up
I been stuck and doubted doubted I ain't f*ckin wit no one
I ain't even started started still I'm way ahead of y'all
Y'all be steady pouting pouting I can't take the shit no more
Til I'm in the f*cking ground a pound I smoke it by my lonesome
Summon all of my regrets so pessimistic I been gone
To the place ain't got no sound I found it deafening I hope
I'm the only motherf*cker that can't make it out this hole yeah

I ain't seen no loving in
The world just f*cking suffering
The weight I feel it crushing me
Can't never get from under it
So anxious I be fluttering
I hope she ain't gon cut again
Know both of us don't wanna live
We finna share the coffin I'm
So tired of shit so tired of this
So tie me up and go
Let me rot again I'm bout the send
Myself into the morgue
Keep on crying the shit so tiring
I want that bliss so I don't know
Ain't no lie we all gon die
So what the f*ck we living for
I gotta lotta f*cking problems I don't wanna fix myself
Even if I f*cking did I know it's gon be something else
It's that never ending cycle ain't no pill that pick me up
Feel cemented ain't surviving swear to god he couldn't help
I been
Contemplating suicide can't do it to em
So I gotta stick around can't do it to em
Ain't no motion in my mind I be going through it
Ain't no floating when I'm high I be going through it
Aint a day I'm waking up and want participate
Why you looking up to Grey the man that want a early grave
Lotta motherf*ckers think they shit but I'm so sick of names
Put you on a pedestal I tie the rope and let you hang

I don't really see it ending any other way
Tapped out head down
I been f*cked up every day yeah
F*ckin up every day
Spaz out calm down then repeat til I'm sane

I been f*cking bout it bout it I ain't never letting up
I been stuck and doubted doubted I ain't f*ckin wit no one
I ain't even started started still I'm way ahead of y'all
Y'all be steady pouting pouting I can't take the shit no more
Til I'm in the f*cking ground a pound I smoke it by my lone
Summon all of my regrets so pessimistic I been gone
To the place ain't got no sound I found it deafening I hope
I'm the only motherf*cker that can't make it out this hole yeah