You're not there Video (MV)

I hide my faces
I'm hiding in places I never would
(Wish I could) say it like magic
Be rid of the silence that's haunting me
And I run to the hills and back again
Cause they say you're my help but I can't see you there
And I think that you've shut me out
If yes I do know why
But please please


Tell me are you listening
Tell me can hear me
It feels like I'm screaming my head off and off
But I'm stuck in a bottle
Are You even listening
Can You even hear me
I've been trying to reach you
But You're not there
But You're not there


I don't understand
I've been dying in my struggles
Every night I drown in crying
Fighting for my life, I'm trying
And I don't understand
Cause You said you'd be my resting place
But now I'm here, it feels like there's no space for me
And I don't understand
(cause You said)
Look for me and I will find You
Search for me and I will show You
Hold my hand and I will walk with You
But I've been trying every day
Did you really mean the things You said
Or did You choose to cast me away
I want to return to Your warm embrace
And I'm sorry
Cause I know I lost my way
Feels like I lost my calling
I cannot hear your voice anymore
And I'm sorry
Is Your grace enough to find me
Is Your love enough to save me?
Will you please answer me?

So tell me are You listening
Tell me can hear me
It feels like I'm screaming my head off and off
But I'm stuck in a bottle
Are you even listening
Can you even hear me
I've been trying to reach You
But You're not there
But You're not there

But You're not there
But You're not there
But You're not there"