Figure you out
I tried to figure you out
Do you hate me?
You always have something on your mind but you never say it
Why the f*ck don't you say it?
Don't come back you'll f*ck me up again
But I'd be so happy for you to come back
And now swallow your pride and tell me you're sorry
Tell me that wasn't you
It wasn't you
I don't think I really want to get better
Cause I care of everything that isn't me
What the f*ck is wrong with me
What's this pain in my chest
I just want it to end
Will you miss me
I still miss me
I think I fall in love too easily
But that's because the lack of it that I have in me
I'd really like to have an empty canvas to repaint my life
I wouldn't change a lot
But I'd change the things that made me hate my life
I don't get why is it always me on this side
But I guess it's fine
Cause I would never want someone that I love
Feel like I do now
Like I do now
You've gotta step up
Try to keep your head up
Cause I've spent too much nights wide awake
Holding my breath