Sam D. - Love and Contradictions Lyrics

I wasn't looking for love
So where'd you come from
How you got my life f*cked up
Can't see the outcome
How come you roll your eyes when I talk
All this confusion
Mrs. Houston in the tub
Took me high
Your love I drowned on
Can't sleep
Every time I close my eyes I see your face
No relief
Your name is my favorite song on replay
Instantly
We go back to strangers I've lost all faith
With ease
How you cut me off while I'm stuck in this heart break
My paradise My dream girl
Now you somebody that I use to know
Reminiscing about your smile
That's the only way I cope
I thought I saw the good in you
Hope this life is good to you
Mrs. Houston in a empty room
Baby I will always love you
She was just a moment in time
Never mind
Had me blind
You loved me more
I believed that lie every time
First sign of a hard times
You bounced on me
So cruel once boo boo
Went ghosted on me
Feels like I took two to the heart
You tore me apart
Whenever I pictured us together
Such art
Gas too cap
When I look back you was smart
I was tripping from the beginning
F*ck I lost from the start
Everyday I wish those unread text just get erased
Wish every memories of your face just fades away
First time I looked deep in your eyes
I thought I seen you
Every time your lips touched mine
I believed you
Figured Our story just fairytales
All fiction
First sign of friction you dissed him
Dismissed him
The true you peaked right through
All that pretending
I'll do it all again
All this venting just contradictions