Sam D. - Withdraws Lyrics

OK
It's ok yeah baby its ok

I've been going through withdraws
Said I been going through withdraws

Percocet's and sex the perfect mesh
OD on both cause of stress full of regrets
Days getting shorter I'm tryna protect a check
Can't sleep at night nightmares posing a threat
Failure tryna forget success I'm tryna get
They say my flow is a gift I'm feeling like this is it
Rhymes coming less often feel like I'm falling
Thought this was my calling
The connection I'm feeling lost in got me up every minute
Crafting the perfect sentence
Hoping people will listen nobody pays attention
So I fall in my addiction pussy pills and instra- mentals crowding my mental
Ether is what my pen seals
Getting harder to release it thinking's at a standstill
Creativity escapes me dreams I'm tryna fulfill
Beats I know that I kill
No one gives a f*ck for real
Reality my chance is nil
F*ck it I go hard still
Feeling depressed when I let the D press in
And then the stress ends soon as pills kick in
When she screams my name fell like it cures life pain
Passion runs through my veins I want the fortune and fame
I know in my heart I'm a pro at this game
All these thoughts in my brain got me going insane
Tryna maintain end results is the same
Cold sweats kicking in I'm relapsing again shit

I've been going through withdraws
I've been tryna get it all
Dreaming that one day I ball
Dreaming that one day yeah, dreaming that one day yeah
I've been going through withdraws
Dreaming that one day I ball
Popping on them PMs
I aint talking Tylenol oh God
I've been going through withdraws
I've been tryna get it all
Dreaming that one day I ball
Dreaming that one day yeah, dreaming that one day yeah
I've been going through withdraws
Dreaming that one day I ball
Popping on them PMs
I aint talking Tylenol oh God

Right now I want it all
Can't take another loss facing the fall
Pain killers got a nigga bout to doze off
Then she gives me motivation to stand tall
But soon as my vices ware off I withdraw
Niggas aint got no substance they flow boring
Lift up my shirt scars will tell you my life story
No more please need morphine to sore me to stars
Keeps me level headed
As I level head in her soft cheeks
F*ck me till the anxiety fades
Few pills a day it'll take the stress away
Perfect escape as I lay with bae
Cause it seems like every day I'm buggin in every way
Look I've been having nervous breakdowns like are these niggas that much better than me
Shit am I really gonna be on TV
Can I really get my family up out of these streets
Make sure my kids get whatever they dream
Can I accomplish this just from speaking on beats
My fatal attraction this pen
I'm spazzing at it again
Yall laughing at an addict after classics
Tragic's his gift to spit automatic
Cinematic songs I can script
But shit ignorance the only way you'll listen
And my time to make it is warring thin
My money to spend is slim I'm losing myself again damn

I've been going through withdraws
I've been tryna get it all
Dreaming that one day I ball
Dreaming that one day yeah, dreaming that one day yeah
I've been going through withdraws
Dreaming that one day I ball
Popping on them PMs
I aint talking Tylenol oh God
I've been going through withdraws
I've been tryna get it all
Dreaming that one day I ball
Dreaming that one day yeah, dreaming that one day yeah
I've been going through withdraws
Dreaming that one day I ball
Popping on them PMs
I aint talking Tylenol oh God