I'm a hypocrite
Self absorbed and inconsiderate
Of injustices around me
Thoughts and prayers
Aren't cutting it
If i lie and
Say I'm fine
Just know I'm not
'Cus I don't care
Looking for a reason
To hold on but
It's not there
God just please
Rescue me
From this insecurity
I can't escape a mind
That's infested with impurity
Got nowhere to go, my tank's as empty as my promises
Falling in, deeper down the dark path that i'm following
Crawling when
I wallow in the Sorrow
Of my suffering
I know we've all been saved
But life's a struggle, and I'm buffering
Hard to find connection
When depressions in the way
Then they stop me in the hall
Just to ask about my day
And it always ends the same
With "Dude, how are you?"
Can't complain
Man I'd love to grab some lunch with you and uh... what's her name"
It's all fake, they're Frosted flakes
I don't make plans, I walk away
From the things that make me great
I'm a sinner, not a saint